nie baru first day. oh my.. tak tahan. bie. come back soon. i want you back. err. no no no. nuryn, you can't be like this. no. nnty risau. okay i'm good. half good, i guess.
sbb dah tiap-tiap hari txt then tiba-tiba hari nie tak. mcm kena electric shot. bosan dan bosan dan bosan. td dah basuh kain. kemas bilik. kemas dapur. kemas almari. kemas buku. cuci kipas. vacuum carpet. and skrg aku... just tak tau nk bwat ape lagi.
lps siap bwat sume aku tiba-tiba terddk atas sofa. fikir ape lagi yg undone. bkn aku rasa mcm insecure when he's not around. but then, i feel safe when aku txt ngan dye. mmg laa jauh. tp.. ntah. just didn't know how to describe in words.
its.. 'MISSING YOU' lah kot.
i can't think enough. pardon me if i'm remembering, thinking and like you damn much honey.
honey, just.. just enjoy when you are there okay. don't worry about me. i know how to take care of myself. just take care tau dear.
ye ye i know. jgn lupa mkn. ye ye i know. jgn bgn lmbt. ye ye i know. jgn tdo lmbt. ye ye i know. jgn ngade-ngade ngan org laen. ye ye i know. jgn mndy lmbt. mcm dgr je lg suara you bg pesan smlm. ye ye ye ye. yin tau. yin bwat. thanks sbb call byk-byk kali. thanks sbb faham knape.
as for my parents, aku tak tau laa. unpredictable. kejap okay kejap tak. mcm biskut. kjp ade kejap takde. smlm mse you call tu, ibu ade gak tanye.
ibu; sape yin?
me; err. ezue. besok dye nk fly g surabaya. that's why dye call.
ibu; eh tak keje dah?
me; nope. dah stop. makcik dye bising. dye kate nk start study spm.
ibu; boys, mmg mcm tu.
me; errr.. what?
then pagi td mse ezue call pun ibu ngan daddy mcm tak bising. tgk aje. i just.. don't understand. maybe betul ckp ezue.
'masa sekolah. diorg bising lahh. dah abes nnty, diam laa tu.'
i guess that's right. yeahh. takpe. we both know how to take all matters solved. the only problem is patient. whether you can do it or not.
i'll wait, syg. i'll wait. for you to come home.
